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Name:
Nicknames: tsinhee, chinee
Birthday: Sept. 10, 1988
[ hilig ]
music (rock), movies, anime, internet, drawing, computer, PS -some rpg
love animals :)
[ ayaw ]
ayoko sa mga taong nagkukunwari.. magpakatotoo nalng tyong lahat!
ayoko sa mga magpanghusga...
ayoko ng mga social climbers...
don't like cheesy luv stories
hate crappy non-sense horror movies
Email me:
chichiri78@hotmail.com
betrayed_stigma@yahoo.com
raechellanne@yahoo.com
[ Sulat ]
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
napapadalas ata pag post ko dito... i realized whenever i like writing here it just means i'm troubled.. why the heck would i be rambling in front of a screen if i weren't desperate enough?!?!
i'm paranoid again... i lack sleep. (nothing new w/ that) i lack motivation. i lack purpose again. great.
well not really.. i'm just down again coz it all began w/ a stupid headache. i had another one.. actually right now while typing this i still have.. slight... i had to change all the songs im listening to to quiet ones. aargh..
i've been chatting w/ my dad, complaining about my weekly headaches.. doctors always say its coz of my eyes... yeah my eyes do hurt but so does my neck my temple and sometimes my whole right arm weakens for some unknown reason..
nagpatingin n ko before.. i don't have time to go to the doctor.. and being away from your family, you don't really find motivation to go to the hospitals.. really..
nung nsa saudi ako i was able to consult a doctor, i left just having to adjust the grade of my glasses.. but i wear it 75% of the day.. isn't that enough?? and besides nowadays i get headaches at the most unpredictable times...
say, i just got back to the dorm from school.. im fine.. i did absolutely nothing that could strain my eyes.. then i try to nap (coz i get no sleep again last night) then suddenly i get a headache! where in the ?!?! why in the?!?!
i'm not worried... i'm not a person who worries about symptoms or impeding sicknesses (this is probably just coz of my EYES again.. i'm getting contacts if they say that one more time) but i'm easily bothered.. i can't study. i can't sleep. i waste hours and hours doing nothing but wait for my stupid headaches to subside... and i have midterms.. wasted time.. i just hate it... like the pain isn't enough... i have to sacrifice some of my studies too.. great just great..
i've been asking my mom about sleeping pills.. i've wanted to get those since 2nd yr started. i mean i can't sleep! even when i have all the time. i waste 3-5 hours on average on these stupid insomnia episodes. then i waste 2 to 4 more on my headaches.
i'm not going to excuse myself for bitching about this. my mom says there are no excuses when it comes to health... so there.. haha..
+ [ tsinhEE ] n a n d 2 p a + Buwahahahaha!;) 1:09 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
yes i do that... always... haha.. and lately even more often. i wrote on my hand to remind myself to update this too. ^_^... i like drawing too.. (tattoos seem cool.. but i'm too afraid to have one..)
ang tagal ko nang hindi binuksan 'to.. oh well... ewan. ang dami ko namang makukuwento pero wala e.. tamad na.
tamad narin akong ikuwento lahat ng mga nangyari o nagdaan. (yes tagalog!) haha
kanina wala lang.. habang kumakain (o naniningin sa National) napagusapan namin na gusto naming gumawa ng website. ung astig tapos gagamitan namin ng programming tapos flash saka mga astig na design.. pero nung iisipin na namin ung topic.... moment of silence
labo talaga. website na walang laman. wala e. tuloy nung nag Eco panay un ang inisip ko. "ano kayang magandang topic??" ay ewan
tapos napunta naman sa mga pangarap na organization etc. software company ba daw.. ang pangalan; Durian.. tag line, "Akala mo lang yun!".. haha.. ganyan talaga pag walang magawa
basta pangarap ko parin ang magkapagumpisa ng digital designs (ewan ko kung for games, movies, or 3d .. haha.. or ads) corporation hahaha... ang labo ko talaga! ang pangalan: N-ganyo..
pero meron talaga akong parang proj na gustong gawin either habang college or after pa; has sumthing to do with Microsoft...
ok english time:
so right now, i find it quite incredible that i'm not up to my ears with workload.. in fact lately i've been doing more work on extra curriculars.. designs etc. and i enjoy it.. (even though i'm really sooo confused as to whether i'm really on the design team or if they're just "outsourcing" to me. in short extra utos utos lang..) coz ... wla e.. basta.. complicated...
if there's a good side the neg side is; now i'm confused once again about my course... life's like that. another issue lately is my driving.. nope still don't have a license.. many things happened that would lead anyone to believe that maybe fate doesn't want me to get one.. haha.. (it even involves fire.. i'll let u imagine) but i seem to have no choice.. my grandfather is too old to be driving me around.. soon, i'll have to take the wheel.. if they get me the car i like, i'll feel more motivated.. but driving to and from katips to alabang.... that's not exactly a joy ride.
also i'm still undecided with wat mp3 player to get.. nano? video? (zune???)
i just saw the iPhone... mmmmn... iPhone...... but it'll come to asia next year pa daw so nvm.. (as if i could afford it anyway.. hahaha)
peace!
+ [ tsinhEE ] n a n d 2 p a + Buwahahahaha!;) 12:42 AM