tag naman dyan!!
hEylo!!! welcome!!!
Maningin-ningin nalang kyo d2.. bhala na kayo a =)
Not xur why i chose this theme
this pic is by "x_c" in Devart community... cat's name is Azi (i think)
please visit my other blog: tsinheehee
as of 9/9/06- may updates on both blogs
un lang.. salamat sa pag bisita!! tsinhEE ;)
[ profile ]
Name:
Nicknames: tsinhee, chinee
Birthday: Sept. 10, 1988
[ hilig ]
music (rock), movies, anime, internet, drawing, computer, PS -some rpg
love animals :)
[ ayaw ]
ayoko sa mga taong nagkukunwari.. magpakatotoo nalng tyong lahat!
ayoko sa mga magpanghusga...
ayoko ng mga social climbers...
don't like cheesy luv stories
hate crappy non-sense horror movies
Email me: chichiri78@hotmail.com
betrayed_stigma@yahoo.com
raechellanne@yahoo.com
[ Sulat ]
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
must've shocked my senses when doing this... new layout.. just had an epiphany ahahah.. okay a realization that i should reduce negativity in my life (by pouring them all out in here! hahaha) and think more of the good things.. since i dont do that involuntarily (unlike complaining w/c seems natural once i'm in front of this screen) i'll have to force myself to do so.. so i'll rant all i want then i'll force my brain to think of the good lighter other news
there.. so i used this cute cute pic w/c i love (from someone in devart sori i forgot) to stimulate happy thoughts hahaha... but i still can't take it... i'll need to change this asap... it's just not like me... its too nice.. hehehe but i'll steer away from the gloomy depressed bgs for a while... so there... happy? i hope i'll be
+ [ tsinhEE ] n a n d 2 p a + Buwahahahaha!;) 2:13 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
forgive me if i'll be ranting all the way but this is my blog so that's not my problem?!
i'm quite sick while doing this... slight fever that i just realized i had upong arriving at the dorm feeling so cold all of a sudden... funny, i was feeling cold the whole day since we had classrooms that were freezing
then after the 2 hour break i started feeling dizzy.. i though i was just having another one of my rare but unexpected depression spells... turns out its not.. oh well
i hate where i am right now... i wont go to far as to say i've been unhappy all along ever since college began but i wouldn't say i was happy either. (wow great YM's finally worked after 15 minutes of signing me on... *sarcasm levels rising*) but i guess no one really ever is.. or am i wrong??? but i do know that i was happiest in Saudi, happier in HS, and happy in pre school... worst times were early grade school and now... i can't say... maybe no comment.. but at the moment i really really don't feel like being here...
we have an asshole for a prof in one of our subjects. and one subject has requirements that will sink you to hell... i thought my first week of classes would be a little less hard on me this time but nah... "that's not how the world works, dear..."
ok my dizziness is really kicking in right now... (got to go on complaining.. haha)
i've been trying to change my ways and be someone more.. i don't know.. more unlike me or more like me... but that failed from the moment the 2nd month of school started last year.
i wish i could just go home... i mean, really, typing in a corner in a dark square room in the afternoon and bringing out to surface complaints and worries about life while its raining outside and i'm wrapped in my blanket; is more than SO pathetic...
my only fear is that i completely become that someone in the back of my head that i've always feared of becoming.
so sorry no one will read this. anyway at least it gives my a tiny tiny tiny sense of hope that someone gives a damn and sorry if it looks like i'm just another one of those emotion driven teenagers who feel as though life has damned them for so little a thing.. but who cares?!... this is my life and this is my blog.. (i should say that more often)...
i won't do drugs and alcohol so i'll be pouring out my frustrations here.. unfortunately. PEACE!
+ [ tsinhEE ] n a n d 2 p a + Buwahahahaha!;) 2:23 AM
Friday, June 09, 2006
hmmn... 3 yrs afterwards and i find myself back at my old 2nd yr setup... -nuclear family at saudi -extended family at home -i get the master bedroom -going out w/ HS friends...etc. etc. -watching anime (w/c unfortunately will be cut short by my moving back to the dorm!! why?! why?!)
odd.. didn't really feel lonely upon arriving at home from the dorm and not finding my family there... maybe this dorm lifestyle makes u less clingy.. i mean duh.. you don't see your family everyday anyway.. so why miss them much now?
its been about 2 weeks since they left. so far: -im 80% done in decorating the master bedroom and making it truly MINE!! (even though i'll only sleep in it once a week!) -got to go to the movies w/ my HS kada.. -saw x men 3 twice -played a lot of sims 2 -finished one CG of Sephiroth
-finally (i hope) fixed my laptop! -went shopping -enrolled (for the first time, i got all my pre-chosen classes) -starting to miss my little brother -starting to dread the start of school AGAIN!
i set out to learn flash this summer but i failed to do that again as usual.. i need long long lazy weeks to push me to finally do something... i haven't drawn either.. haay... drat... i hope i get to accomplish something b4 this whole tinee tiny break ends...
peace!
+ [ tsinhEE ] n a n d 2 p a + Buwahahahaha!;) 12:25 AM
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